this being my first blog, i may not be able to put my thoughts across properly, but lets try.....
banchod bhattacharj....true enough it is time to say farewell, farewell to way the way we lived our lives for each other, farewell to the way all we wanted to do is pull the other person's leg, and farewell to the "kzp life"...........
maybe you will long cherish this life, maybe we will be friends for forever (although i would prefer if it werent maybe but for sure), but things will never be the same again..........
I can never be woken in the morning by Amlan who only came to my room to take my toothpaste.....i can nevr slap that gandu daku and force him to take a bath, or for that matter brush his teeth....i can never just go out of my room to yours and sleep onver there in magi's or your bed......i will nevr be able to see amlan giving tava a horse ride (western style!!!!!).....
but remeber this much, when we came here, we never expected to get so much...so we shouldn't be sorry now that we are losing it all.....well not all completely......we might relive these days for while if we ever get a chance to be together sometime in the future.......
Lose i will a lot and hurt me a lot it will, but we always knew that things would always end up this way.....i am not very big fan of shayari and all, but i heard this line somewhere "har mulakat ka anjaam judai kyun hai?"........a hopeful answer to this would be to meet again later and relive those glory days..........
i won't say that we have become a man in these four years....but learnt a lot we have......learnt how to do something good, learnt how to do something bad, so with this knowledge you are living this place ....empty handed you are not at all....a bag full of memories .........
and trust me ....... wherever you are..once you get into a routine, your life goes on and you generally tend to put your past in the back of your mind.....it is only in the time of retrospection that you remeber these days and feel good and bad at the same time, you will smile and there will be tears rolling down your cheeks (atleast amlan's i am sure).....
and thank god i was drunk when i left you guys, or else i would have cried a river.....
